Hello Klaus,
I think, you need some cheer up, or "lighten up" as you have said in your ever repetitive post
1. Try this:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pefRCQrQA-g2. Imagine, the stars which disturb you so much, were flowers or little rainbows.
Any better ??
At least, this is something for me, and the shipspotting. Not just a photo uploaded, but also together with the photo, some nice days or nice voyage remembered. Of course you can also try, and book a trip on a cargoship, it's even more relaxing and no cold feet in winter hehe..
OK, then last thing, try this:
Take warm clothes, take your car, take a train, and go to some nice shipspotting-location. Spend a day taking photos of ships, enjoy getting back into the warm apartment in the evening, and upload the photos on a site of your choice.
Now, I am sure, this would help !